4/12/09

Albert and I had a talk…. To keep the baby or not….. I really really really want to keep it, because who knows if and when I will get pregnant again, plus it’s a life, it’s our love…. I always thought I would be the first to say that I will have the abortion, but when I actually found out that I am pregnant, it was very hard for me to do it, I felt very protective and motherly about it….. almost too motherly. I understand what Albert said about me losing opportunities at work, and it will be hard for me and it’s not the right timing etc, but I am willing to give up my life for the little one inside me, anything for it. I thought about adoption, but abortion is definitely a no-no, even if it means I will give birth to it, and give it up for adoption. I am sorry Albert, but I feel very strongly about this…..